Ich suchen das optimale leben...

Dear diary:

I am nervous these days for not knowing how to do although I know what to do.

However, my heart flutters, and my efforts seem not to repay.

Today, I find a way to calm myself. That is to listen music.

This is an old way that I surely know it, but I always forget it.

Some bitter memories which I am unwilling to recall make me forget myself.

My soul wanders, and my mind strays.

Please save me.

I am losing my power.